Today I can say that I am happy, but it wasn't always like this, and it wasn't always easy. Before I got to who I am now, I went through very dark periods in my life.
The most painful came when, within a few days, I completely lost everything: the relationship with my partner ended, I lost my job and closed my business with debts and I had to leave the house where I lived. And because everything is holistically connected, I had health problems and became an insulin-dependent diabetic. Then came the hypothyroidism that took away all the energy that I would have needed to get up...
I felt lost, as if in a vice, at the mercy of events. I felt like I didn't have a chance to change my life. I was hopeless and goalless. I felt a strong sense of failure on all levels: sentimental, professional and personal. I was scared and I felt lonely. All my values, everything that was important to me, suddenly crumbled.
I didn't know what to do or where to find the strength.